Monday, February 14, 2011

Valentines Day

Today is the day of the year I hate the most, Valentines day. Those of you who know me are probably thinking "But Cody you love that mushy stuff" are quite correct and I will respond to you shortly, the rest of you didnt know that and really dont know me well.

As for this holiday I hate it mostly because it gives lazy guys an excuse to be cute and for their girlfriends to go "awww how sweet!" when in reality a guy should treat a girl like every day is Valentines day!

Women also make this holdiay unberable by being extra clingy, your guy likes you, you dont have to hang on him and be crazy about it, show him you like him that much everyday, not just Valentines day!

In short, love is love. If you need a holiday to show someone you love them, you dont deserve it. I have no objections with people doing really special stuff, but it this is the only day of the year you buy flowers or act reall sweet and loveable why bother? Your not being real or truthful, your acting.

I love you Becca Mae! Happy Valentines Day!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Nerd at large, education for the masses

D&D or Dungeons and Dragons is a wonderful game and should be played by all.

Go back, reread that. You saw exactly what I wrote, D&D is amazing.

Now many of you are scoffing. What ridiculus nonsense is this? A horrendous nerd game!
It brings to mind so many stereotypes of jocks in high school.

You can do ANYTHING, the guy running the game is kinda like a lenient God meant to test your smarts, wit, smarm and ability to think on your feet. What more could you ask for when hanging out with friends?

Keep it in your mind, you may be bored one day, and youll be tempted to try it....just DONT do version 4. Anything before it is cool, but 4 is lame.

Monday, January 31, 2011

0304 and Im still up

As is eventual I have a late night when it isnt truly needed, but is definatly desired. Something about the late night relaxes me and allows me to think the most. Life has TRULY been a trip lately. If I mean an acid trip or a vacation is truly the question. Its been a long while since ive blogged so lets do a little update shall we?

#1 I proposed to Becca Mae Heller, the love of my life
#2 She said yes.....Thank God
#3 She is home from Liberty
#4 Ive been doing night shift AND day shift for 2 months....maybe 3 not entirely sure
#5 Im exhausted constantly
#6 Oh and I joined a gym

These seem to be the most important things....oh yeah and I gradumacated from HCC, theres that too.

On to buisness the deep thoughts, or as proffesionals call it, Philosophy.

I find that my closest friends are.....lets say, aggitating me. I love them all dearly and would do anything for them, but curses they seem to be mashing my buttons rather then just pushing them....is it because Im always tired and am slightly more prone to offense? Yes. Is it because the situations where it is happening cause me more ire than usual? Yes. Is it also because Im finally snapping out of pure frustration and "I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE" modes? You bet your ass it is.

On another completely new side note....long distance relationships suck, alot. If youve never been in one, pray to God for mercy. If youve been in one, you understand. If your going through one, im praying for you. It truly finds interesting kinks in any relationship and causes serious temporal issues. If that statement made no sense, HA HA you werent meant to get it.

I had another thought and lost it.....im currently waiting for it to return.....

2 mins later and it returns!

I am slowly finding that God and I are never on the same page....mostly this is my issue. I find that the longer I search and talk to God the less answers I get to my questions. Me being a very goal oriented and curious person am absolutely INFURIATED by this. Me still being me, walks away and decides to forage my own path. Smart? No. Helpful? No. Prideful? Yes. Does it make me feel better? OH YEAH......until moments like these where I feel like a 5 year old lost in a wood known to be infested with wolves.....might as well tie a steak to my leg....

And also on that note, does anyone have advice, commentary, suggestions, help! they would like to provide on my last paragraph? Seriously I love God, he is absolutely wonderful, I just cant help but think/feel sometimes like ive been abandoned. I know he doesnt reveal everything, but curse it all I cant stand to feel like I have 3 puzzle pieces that dont fit and then suddenly one of them turns into an icecube.

And that, I must say, is all for the night. Im tired, its 0318 and im ready for bed, plus im headed to the gym in the AM even if the getting up for it kills me.

And on that note I wish you all a goodnight!